A visions of haunt my dream. Cloudy images of things to come wake me from what should be peaceful slumber.
Your essence still bound to my spirit, lingering in the dark corners of my mind, retaining residence in I portion of my heart I can't seem to mend.
I have reached out to you, too here your voice would either comfort this shadowy prophecy or exorcize the demon held up in my subconscious.
I feel every time you are tormented, suffer when you struggle.
The curse of being both empathicly bound and unrequitedly in love with someone.
I wish there was so way to comfort you, sadly distance and circumstance hinders any effort put forth.
Warning not for the weak spirited or faint of heart. I write what is on my heart and in my soul!
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Prophecy in a Dream
Monday, February 24, 2014
Find your motivation
Sometimes inspiration comes in the form of a gentle breeze or the burden of a ton of bricks
That subtle nudge toward the wonderful unknown
Walls closing in on you driving you towards the depths of your being to find true strength
The light of the world is often found to be equally as motivating as the adversities we face
When you are "handed" an opportunity, do not take it for granted just because fate put it before you readily
In those times of greatest stress when you look into yourself, look beyond the darkness and don't dwell in its midst for no power can be found there
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Delusional Anticipation
In some perfect world
Far off in an alternate reality
We would be married
Kings of our domain
Your smile would me the sun that start my day
While my voice calls you from childlike dreams
All that we are comforts the other and makes them feel secure in the life we created together
All at the same time, we change each other to be the best in all things we do
Beyond the physical, passionate attraction between our bodies.... We are able to seduced and penetrate each other's mind to the point of mental and spiritual climax
But all this dwell in the ressesses of my mind for I fear rejection or worse yet acceptance and the anticipation of what happens next
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Channeling
Under the light of these stars
I will hold a séance
I call now the ancients, the ancestors, the fallen, and the lost
Pierce the veil between this world and the one before and the one beyond
Grant me knowledge
So I may see the path to my destiny
Fortify my soul
So I may endure the journey
Bless my heart
For when love comes I want to be open to it
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Confession of something unrequited
When you speak I hear my own thoughts
When we touch I feel a completeness
When your scent reaches me it soothes me
When your eyes meet mind I see all tge stars in galaxy at once
When laugh it sound as though angels are playing
I long to have the courage to say what I am starting to feel from you
Sadly, foresight breeds apprehension in me
I fear my fragile crystal of a heart with be shatter by rejection, infidelity, miscommunication, or even fear
I worry because we all have our skeletons in our closets and demons to face
But the one I have can be passed and lasts a lifetime and I wish to pass that fate to no one
I will not say those cursed word because I learned my lesson about giving that to freely
So with that being said I will bide my time quietly
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Evolutionary Thoughts
I dream of you kissing me
But you will not because of what I am
The complications of falling in love and growing feelings
Further compounded by societies boundaries and restrictions
Love is love
But in this world
To be accepted it must fit nicely in a box
Anything out of that is not real... to the masses
Interest is hidden behind drunken night so they don't count
Attraction marred by discretion because it is no one else business
Being who you are inside is taboo and makes you a target for hate
Expections of family and peers keep us from true freedom
At some point the chain must be undone
Abolish the title and labels and just let people be
I will be great to have one less -phobia or -ism for hate mongers to subscribe to
It may clear a path to peace in this world
Love is love
But in this world
For this to change we must change
Time passes we must evolve and progress
Be careful what you wish for
Why search for a cobra, if you are offended by its fang
Why climb the bell tower, if you will curse the bells toll
Why stoke flames, if you can't take the heat
Why hide in shadows, if light is what you seek
Don't not step in the ring, if you are unwilling to fight
Don't draw another's blood, if you can't handle the sight
Don't summon a fury, if you wish a person to live
Don't offer the world, when it is not yours to give
I say these words as a warning
Which is often forgotten in time
Never desire the the mundane and try to force it out of the divine