Judgement

Walk in my footsteps
Think my thoughts
See as I See
Then telll me if change is easy

Live my past
Lose who i have lost
Be bless and cursed as i have been
Then tell me if i have the right to be as i am

I am the way i am because i know nothing else
I have survive in the armors i have built around me
I have fought with the weapons I have been give from birth
And i will not allow anyone for any reason to devalue that

My work is personal because it is all that i know
I will defend it with my life and my soul
That is in my blood and it flows through my heart
The things i do are like my children when you question them you question me

Live my life as i have lived
Give up all the things i had had to give
Then tell me
Do either of us have the right to judge the other in life

An Inconsistent Prayer For Consistency

Tame the fire within me
Allow the course of my wind to change
Still the waters of my soul
Make my jungle in me silent as the plains
Bring peace to what is at war
Let my light shine bright as a star
Turn all my sorrow into sunshine
Make all my pains now grow light
Grant me patients with other people
And into me grant them insight
Remove my addiction to order
And replace it with flexibility
Take the sting out of my gaze and voice
In its place put a hum vulnerability
Track the path i have chosen
For if it is the right way
I shall find the things a i seek
Before my final day!

Vows

As we stand eye to eye
They watch us
Waiting with baited breath
For those words to leave our mouth

Our family and friends have assembled
Giving ,hopefully, their blessing to our union
Feeling the love we have for each other
And the witnessing the bound that we have forged

As our rings shine with the light of the sun from the window
Our cake sits off to the side topped with our sugary likeness
Bold flowers addorn the hall with a scent as sweet as your lips
Our hands clinch in anticepation to begin our life together

As I say these vows, tear well up in my eyes
Because i know i have arrived to the place that i need to be
With you soon to be my husband before the eyes of god
And i am ready to spend my life you and only you

Dense

When you speak my blood turns to lava
Your words are too simple for my complex mind
I don't understand the childlike essence of your word
It stings my ears to hear you ramble eternally about nothing as though it is the most important thing in the world

Do you take anything seriously?
Is the ever a point when your world is not roses sunshine and chill
Why do you care so much about all thing that mean nothing to you as though they are you the first last and only?
Why do our see my age as something to celebrate as though we are children with less than a care in the world?

You know too little about me to judge me and far to much to NOT UNDERSTAND my temperment
So do you thing constantly asking the same question will receive a different answer or change my mood
Or do you just like the sound of yourr own voice?

Destiny

I am suffocated my the silence in my mind
Frozen by the frost around my heart
Looking for someone to unlock the door that hides my emotions

He will have eyes that shine like stars
With his arms he will carry me into paradise
with his hands he will clean all the stains from the past from my soul

The first kiss we have will lift the curse of defense to avoid being hurt
The first night you laid with me I saw the sunrise as though it was the first time
Time stands still when you are with me

Your voice soothes my soul and puts my spirit to rest
Your scent intoxicates me
You Are my Destiny!

Surrender

Take Me
Restrain me
I'm yours
I Surrender

Hold me
Touch Me
LoveMe
I Surrender

Break me down
Rebuild My Soul
Heal Me
I Surrender

To You
My Heart Mind and Spirit
And Only To You
I Surrender

A Challenge to All Others
A Battle to the End
But To You
I Surrender!

Feral Heat

A smoltering summer breeze fills the street
The humidity makes your clothes stick to your skin
You see the bare flesh exposed by others and it enrages you
Not out of Anger But Lust
Your eyes burn like the glare a puma gives a wounded fawn in the forest
Your heart beats with the speed of a cheetah in the savannah
You body changes
The hot sweat turns to a chill the fills your entire being
You need to feed this hunger before it comsumes you
You start you move like a panther through the trees
Slow Sensual Calculated Aggressive
You wonder what is this in you causing these longing
Look in the mirror into your eyes and further in you soul
It is an ancient feeling hidden behind your humanity
It is feral heat