Friday, December 30, 2011

Exhaustion of Effort

There is a void in my heart where I wanted Love to be
Connected to it is a hole where I thought I had a friend
I allow someone to make these places in my life and was sadly disappointed

Why is it so hard to be honest when you have been offered nothing but the true
If you are worried about hurting my feelings, don't worry your silent indifference has left them in traction

Respect is paramount in all my friendships, whether they lead to something romantic or not.
I see by your actions that you are afraid to climb that mountain.

I with you my secrets because I thought we share something beyond a few moments in time.
So in retrospect, may be selfishness should have been the route I took at least then we would have something directly in common.

You even got warning of this happen and you still management to make it here.
For someone so observant, how could not see this coming

It you wanted to push me away congratulations mission accomplished!
We are oceans of confusion and unanswered questions apart

I know you will probably never read this and if you do you probably won't understand
I hope you realize that we can not be friend or anything else because all relationships are a two way street and I am tired of doing all the work
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