Cursed Flame Still Burns

Love still has a vice grab on my heart
Issue unresolved, questions unanswered, feelings unexplored
Your silence is like a storm trapping me on a curse island
Please just speak the words so I may pass
Say you love me, be with me, share your heart with me
We shall set the world before us by our design and desire
Say you hate me, curse my name, tell me it was all false
We will both be able to move on and heal in our own time
I hide it well but your silence has tainted my heart and I am tired
I resolve is strained in your present so much so that it hearts to breath
If silence is your answer, my love can never rest
Fill until you tell me the truth, this flame I cannot extinguish
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I was willing

I granted you a glimpse into my reality, I let you peer beyond the vale that hides the softer parts that dwell inside me
I exposed my positivity to you, I offered to bear your burdens along with mine as a good friend would and a lover should....

IN RETURN:

You shielded me from your depth in the hope to spare me be overwhelmed with your baggage as well as mine. Though the sentiment was valiant, it has left me with hurt feelings and unanswered questions.
You ushered yourself to a place of silence, numb to even my platonic affections let alone my attempts to make you more comfortable with the idea of exploring romance.

IN THE END:

I still love you and that may never change, but I love myself more so I can't sit around waiting for someone who can't or is not willing to try.

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Return to Heartbreak

You told me I would never see this place again
This city of darkness where my sorrow blocks the moonlight

I told you my history and was assured it would be rewritten
Yet as I turn the pages, the next chapter is the same story with a different leading man

I bore my soul to you and that was show to me was your back and all that was heard was chilling silence

I bear many burdens just as you but I would never allow my pain to knowingly hurt another
You cannot claim not to know because you were told my feeling which were/are as transparent as glass

I spoke the words I LOVE YOU aloud from my own mouth unprovoked whole hearted and honestly
I am hurt that you did not respect me enough to just say NO instead of letting my fall on my face

You told me I would never see this place again
Yet you have booked me a one way ticket back to HEARTBREAK!
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