Spiritual knot

A broken halo and tattered wings

My voice is gone so I can not sing

All my blessing twisted all becoming a curse

My only refuges are words and verse

Restore my grace that celestial glow

That energy I had to walk in a room and have it always show

To carry my head higher than the sun

Let this knot in my soul be undone

Letter to a lingering love lost

I still see you here with me
though it has been so long since you have actually been near me
I feel your spirit around me when i take me first breathe in the morning
but i know you are no where close to me
When i'm alone you stare pierces my heart and soul
even if another has caught you eye
You are with me thought you are WITH someone else
part of you lingers though i have try to fight it off,
wash it away, leave it behind, drown it in a bottle,
i have tried to have others take your place, but you're still there
so i must embrace this blessing and curse that you have left with me
only once this is done can i move on to my destiny with the one....
who is there for me mind body heart and soul
Thank you for the lesson in undying love
for love never dies it just builds up until it finds its rightful place with the right person

What i can't say to you

Feel the the warmth of my hand for the last time
What i can't say to you i put into this rhyme
You will never know where i have placed you
You can't understand for me what a smile from a friend can do

Lust kept me silent for such a long time
What i can't say to you i put into this rhyme
Your honesty touched me though i ommited mine
When we finnally spoke i tooked as a sign

You are the third, i thought i could repent fo my crimes
What i can't say to you i put into this rhyme
100 a fantasy, 85 a chance, 75 the truth
But soon you will be gone and my wounds again i will have to soothe

Cold Fear

My mind has been severed from my soul and heart
All my instinct must depart
All the feeling bottled within
Bringing the cycle to an abrubt end

My heart is colder so much more than before
For the first time i feel discomfort
The chill has gotten to my soul
So deep that silence has taken hold

I go to speak but i am left mute
For if it is spoken all my work i will refute
For all my cruelty for which i take pride
For the first time in my life in this situation
i just want to hide