Transformation

The turning of a quarter of a century, I have seen a transformation in my self. I have resisted the temptation to revert to bad habits and old ways. It has not been a chance in who i am as a person, but more of a evolution in my character. My lust for blinded justice has been tempered with reason. My need to save the world has been challenged by my need to first save my self. I have started to see the balance between practicality and morality, and I am comfortable knowing the difference. I have learned to harness the force of nature that i am rather than let it run wild. I have found peace in my solitude so that i will be prepare when i am ready to share myself with some one else. I no longer fight the turmoil in my self because it is what shows me i am human and alive. I no longer seek out the dramatic, but when I come I try to direct it rather than be on the chorus line in the show. I see my self more as the man I want to be rather than the man i am becoming though I have a long way to go. I have learned you can be a Diva without being a B*$@h all the time. I have learn that that not every one wants advice (good bad or indifferent) and it should only be dispensed with it is asked for. And finally, as most of you know i am a comic and fantasy nerd so this will make sense, I have realized that when you have an immense talent, there is a time and a place for it to be use and a time to hold it make. Not every situation is a battle, a competition, or a struggle that needs to be take down with ferocity. Like Jean Grey, Storm, and Spider-Man who put it the best "With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility" . The greatest power we have is being alive, thus making our lives as individuals our greatest responsibility!