I am Libra

I am Libra

My heart is empty

Yet it overflows with doubt

I have things in abundance

Yet I go without

Many times blessed

Yet I every live cursed

Hope has brought me this far

But I fear for the worse

My wounds heal quickly

Yet a deep pain endure

My body can be mended by healers

Yet the poison in my soul has now cure

Free to come and go as I please

Yet bound by circumstances I cannot appease

I am Libra, born of the stars

Scales of justice and balance

While I try to keep the world in line

Within my self I can't find balance

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The World According To Peachez: I am still here

The World According To Peachez: I am still here

I am still here

I fight to keep you out of my head
but you seem to keep clawling back in
You broke my heart into shards
Yet you believe we can still be friends
honesty is all I asked but you could not provide
the truth is what I saught from you but all you did was hide
now I dwell with sleepless night wondering to myself why
angry at my weakness because you're not worth the tears I cried 
forgiveness is not far from my heart for I still hold you dear
But we will never reach that point until you can move past your fears

Connecting needs and desires

I want to get to a point in life the Ink write with this not made of my tears
I want to see a day with a parchment accounts my life is not staying by the blood leaking from my broken heart
I want the Sun to rise and not be washing away the shadows of another lonely night
I pray to sit by a lake 1 day to see my lover rise from it's depth  to lay beside me in the freshly cut grass
I want to light the pilot on my stove to cook a dinner for 2 enjoy it while watching a movie on the broken couch with the ripped fabric on my 32 inch TV in my 1 bedroom Brooklyn apartment
I Dream of 1 day walking tour Realtors office and it being 2 names on a piece of paper claiming ownership or should I say rentersip of a 2 bedroom Upper West Side apartment it had to be signed by 2 hands with matching rings binding them together forever
all these things are wants and desires because I have everything that I need in my life and all that is left is to fill in the holes that connect everything together

The cries of a child of the night

Vampires don't like to fall in love because they don't want to pass the curse
that's how I feel sometimes
So scared of passing on my burdens forever changing their life
this consideration was not taken by those before me
so now I'm just an addition to those who haunts the night
  my still broken heart holding me back even more
because rejection is hard enough without feeling as though you are tainted
This vampire does not want to fall in love because it no longer seems worth fight
shattered hearts line the streets because people can be honest with what they want and desire and when they are , they are shunned and treated abnormal
Those find love are cursed to struggle based on circumstances as though hardship is the price for happiness
people take for granted the simple things the others are not able to attain or even allowed
why would I walk into the sun to see its beauty only to know I will see it long enough to burn

Sending Off a Sister I Never Met..... Be at peace Sahara Davenport

Be a peace fallen sister
Bound to many seen and unseen
Both known and unknown to you
Unity in this art and beauty that is drag

Let this family of illusionist celebrate
The life you live and the work you have done longer than the mourn the lost
And continue on as you would

Let us come together
Beyond drama and shade
Connection in spirit and community
That shall strengthen us in this time of sadness

As you join the choir of our angels in heaven
Willie, Octavia, Lorena, Venus, Paris, And all shall welcome you with open arms at the pearly gates
While you help them prepare a place for us all reach a place of peace and GO OFF until time ends.

Working towards the final piece.

I write about heartache and lost love
Not because I am jaded
But because it gets the negativity out of me to make room for when I find the one destined for me.

My life is 75% under my control: work, health, and finance
Now I need to work on my last piece to the puzzle

All of my past missteps in love
Have been lesson preparing me
Trained and forge by in fire fueled by the shards of a broken heart

When he comes I will be ready willing and waiting
To start over for what may not be the last time
Nothing worth having is obtain without risk
And even if he is another teacher in my education, any attempt is a step in the right direction.