Grim Beauty

Beneath all my colourful personality
There is a dark, gothic romantic with in me
Not just vampiric kisses in moonlight
But the ability to see beauty in a grim perspective

There is a somber beauty in what remains of the old pier
A silent tribute to the queens lost to disease and struggle

There a solace filled grace in the flowers and candle left where someone was shoot down
It shows us a gateway where a new angel has ascended to heaven

There lies a chilling peace when you see a young girl's tears as she gives up her child
For in that moment, there is a hope for a good family that me raise the next light of the world

There is a peaceful clarity as he wait for the those result written through is blood
Because knowledge may save the life of the on to find the cure; If not his then that of another

The slivers of tragedy, glimmer of humanity are not the billboard beauty we usually respond to
They are moments is in life when we are shown how precious life truly is
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The Real Standard of Family

Family is more the what is created by X & Y
Blood may thicker than water but it dissolves like air
You think an unseen connect through genealogy entitles to something
Thing again, you lost those rights when you stop coming around
You think because you planted the seed that grew into who I have become I owe you
Think again, you forfeited that power in the bottom of that bottle
You think at a force bond that has lasted all my life makes you immune to my wrath
Think again, you will be the first to be cut off because you have no respect
My family is who I choose based on trust, loyalty, love, and integrity.
Before yourself part of my family, reread the line before this and you may need to rethink your answer!
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Missing person

If you love me
Show it in you action
Words are an empty vessel
They only pacified me

If you love me
Be there in the morning
Beside me at dawn
Bound to my soul

If you love me
Only offer me the truth
Grant me the keys to your soul
Hide nothing from me

If you love me
Don't be ashamed of me
Take me as I am
And I will do the same

If you love me
When read this you will find me
Come into my presence
And allow me my one dream

If you love me
Where are you?
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A Painful Reminder

He reminds me so much of him
So strong, so sweet, so accepting of all possibilities except the one I have to offer
His voice calms the fire in my burning heart
His touch stirs the ocean of my dreams and desires
He reminds me so much of him
He shows honour amongst the thieves that have stolen my heart
Though he is not aware of his offence
A guilty innocence surrounds his very being
He reminds me so much of him
Sitting in his presents silently screaming on the inside
Longing for my affections to not me met with rejection
Knowing that his desire is beyond my reach, pass the horizon of my capability
He reminds me so much of him
But he is not him
That honesty is missing
The connection is false
And I shutter to think what will happen when that facade is broken
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Peace:Love

The point when fear is long forgotten
That instant when light parts the darkness
When no evil in the world can hold you down
You feel time is moving at just the right pace
No word, circumstance, or person has power over you
This defines peace
In peace you will find love
Love all life has to offer
Love in the presence of others
Love of the one you are meant to share you world with
Love most of all for yourself

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So Much For Happy Endings

Previews run
Credits roll
Silence fills the room

The lights go down
Music blares
Giving opening to the main event

She meets him
He chases her
They fall in love
The plot twist
They lose touch or get into a fight
They make up
HAPPY ENDING

He sees him
But he likes girls
They become friends
He dates/sleeps with a loser
The str8 boi comforts him
Deep conversation insues
Str8 boi confesses he's not str8
HAPPY ENDING
You leave or get up off the couch
Feeling all warm and fuzzy inside
Caught up in the fantasy
Until you wake up the next day
Sun piering into you empty room
Illuminating the void space next to you
Then you realize life is not like the movies
Such much for happy Endings

An Arrow Shot to the Heavens

I want my love's cry to reach the heaven to be redirected to the one meant for me
I call to the universe to guide me to the one who voice will make me glow for all to see

I will forsake all who only choice to dwell in the flesh
The carnal temptation of the world I relinquish

I will walk alone with friends and family by my side
Until the one who awaits me no longer has a place to hide

While I am learning patience, I learn the power of time
Granting me the lessons so I am ready when him I find
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