Transformation of a Sleepless Night

Sleepless nights make you long for another body next to you
As person to be to be a lover, friend, and everything in between
Sleepless nights leave you craving a soul to connect to
That spirit meant to align with yours as impossible as it seems
Sleepless nights leave my heart calling out
For it has been broken and needs to healed
Sleepless nights make my mind racing
Trying to find you, waiting for your identity to be revealed
Sleepless night turn into drowsing mornings turn into cranky days turn into lonely evenings and back into sleepless nights
Hopefully soon the routine will be broken, and those sleepless night will turn into restful nights into peaceful mornings into productive days into lovely evenings and then into a beautiful night with someone I love
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Idealistic Wisdom of a Genius

My wisdom is wasted
For the world is not aware
The taint of politics, religion, hate, and greed stain the lenses which humanity sees life

They worry about the rich paying too much in taxes
While there are so many that are out of work

You praise and worship a god that is about love and hope
But you condemn those who hope to show their love to the world because of your blinded faith

They mask hate behind policy and procedure
But the truth can be seen in their empty conviction

The need for money has made us greedy and blind
We can't see what is important in life and striving for false perfection

Forsaken with idealistic genius that agreed my many
Those close to me that mean the most
If only our worlds were left in our circles maybe just maybe we would have "world peace "
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Unsure

I am writing in a state of confusion
This gestation is making me crazy
If knowledge is power then this has been my kryptonite
Mind imprisoned my question, worry, and fear
A Russian Roulette game is being played
Gun aimed at me but my finger is not the one on the trigger
The time is passing so slowly that it feels like eternity
Immortality doesn't feel like much of a privilege right now
Cobra fanged with venom for which there is no cure
Coiled and lying in wait behind one of two doors
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A Risk on "Sunday"

Though not yet mine
You linger in my dreams
From that place of fantasy
I call out to you
With my soul
I reach for yours

You know not of me
But we have seen each other
Our eyes once met
And briefly I felt at ease
A tranquillity swept over me
Have remembered you from my vision while I slept

When I here Sunday
I get a chill because I know what it means
This is a lot to say about someone I have yet to know
But I will be willing to take a risk just to see where it goes
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Etchings in Stone

Write into my skin my truth so I may be silent yet have to world know me
Carved into to my brow my thoughts so over will see clearly what is on my mind
Tattoo my broken heart onto my hand so when it is offered they understand how much there is there to mend
Carve the names of those before by blood or by status: Barbara, Willimena, Robert Lee, Marlene, Herby, Matthew, Harvey, Malcolm, Martin Luther, and Rosa; into my back as a reminder of those who have lived, fought, and died for me to have what I have
Brand onto my soul the name of the one who is meant for me to share it, so when they come I will know of them
Scroll before my eyes my name my hopes and dreams, for the come before and lover or friend and must be protected at all cost
All of this is etched into the stone that is me, hopefully the world won't erode that which has been written
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Confusion of term

Love is not to be take lightly and requires work
Lust is fun and frivolous and distracts from to task at hand

Love will make you heart race in good times and bad
Lust give you the rush just until....oh my god....yes...yes AHHH, and it's done!

Love will teach you things you never knew or thought you where capable of
Lust puts you in situations and place that you know you shouldn't be in

Love, real true love, transcends distance, sickness, disease, gender, religion, and just about all else in the world as long as it is pure
Lust is so reliant of "equipment" that it only crosses superficial boundary set by choice and desire

Love can turn a cold rainy night into a romantic diner for two
Lust will make event the simplest task like walking down the block turn into reason for a police report

Obviously, very similar concepts, but the kicker is when you find that love that get you deep in your soul it stay forever. Lust, well just wait for someone else to walk by!
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The unseen key

Write on my skin the words that define who i am so the world can see me as i am so i will nothing have to speak and so that i can not hide.
Make the text bold so they will have no choice but to face who and what i am in the depths of my soul

Brand my heart with fire fueled by the passion to achieve my hopes and dream; Let it course through me to te ends of my fingers and the tips of my toes.
It burns the doubt from within me and lights the way to my truth

Bind iron to my bone so i can stand upright as the man i am meant to be in the world and push through all obstacles before me
My weapon agianst hate, ignorance, and those who defy true humanity

Born a storm in my mind; Divine inspiration that glows from beyond my dark eyes guiding you into my soul and the depths of my spirit
Given to me not out of lust but through the connection that binds us deeper than the ocean currents that bind the seven sea.

And to all of the treasure that i hold mind body heart and soul you are the key. One fate and god willing you will be revealed to me.