Offering To The One I Love

I offer you strength
To replace your fear
I will give you love unconditionally
To help you give up your pain
I bring trust
To cast out all doubt
I radiate light
To guide you through the darkness

I want no payment, no reward
Save you giving a catch you be there for you and you for me
We both have struggles to endure and I offer you all I have
All I ask is you be honest with me and yourself
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Wanting

I want to say but I can not
I want you to know but I'm scared
I want you to feel but I don't want the emotion to be fake
I want to open up to you but I don't want to be hurt (again)
I want to give you the world but I don't want to be left with nothing
I want to protect you from all pain and sadness, but I need a protector of my own
I want to cry before you, but I don't want my tears to be in vain
I want to have you in me, but I don't want to be just another conquest

With all these thing I want, most of all I want to love you, but I am so scared of you not loving me back that I would almost prefer to stay cold and alone
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NEW DAY.....FULL SPEED

Excuse my ignoranceI apologise for requiring some semblances of order
Pardon my gall
I am truly sorry for asking that you be on time
Forgive my audacity
I regret that I set my standards too high for everyone as I do myself

BUT WAIT.........

Is it not funny that we are taught to "strive for the best and brightest" and "reach for the stars"?
Then when others fail or disappoint us, we are force to accomedate dissappointment and mediocrity!
Why the hell should you get a pass because you're not me?
I work my ass off to do my best and I will no longer except nothing less from those around me
I push myself to the dire limit!
Why? It is not to have my name in lights or recieve acclaim.
It is because I (and everyone else in this world) was put on earth to achieve greatness!
We will no all be president of the United States or find the cures for cancer or AIDS.
But you may change or positvely influence the life of those who willl
And it can and will not be done by half assing and coasting along on the bare minimum!
It will not be done my undermining and hindering those who are trying, doing, and achieving great thing
It will not be done from your couch with your "Why me"s and "Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda"s

Today is a new day!
When you start out to what ever you will do, Do it at a full speed (with the nitrous going) and stop moving just fast enough to pass th damn speed bump!

Exposure

Expose me for who am
See beyond the fog and mist
Expose my flaws
But able to accept and love them
Expose my heart
But be able to protect it from harm
Expose my mind
But be able to stimulate and challenge it at the sames time
Expose my soul
But be bound to and strengthen it in the process
Expose my body
But honour it as a gift to a grateful recipient
Expose my tear
But dry them with assurance and support
Expose my wrath
But be able to soothe it with honesty and commitment
With all of me exposed before you, don't ever forget to RESPECT my gangsta!
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Answer the Calling

At night I can't sleep
There is something reach out from inside me
Clawing at the walls of my being
It will not rest until it is unleashed!

Do you have the key to the gate?
To release this beast take refuses to cease and desist with the torment of my soul

Or

Are you just another visitor that can not read the sign that clearly says "Don't Feed The Animals"?

Will you be the one that make the prisoners appeal a reality?

Or

Are you just taking this on to add to your "resume" until you make "partner" with the "firm" you want?

Will you unearth the treasure that dwells in my darkness, bring it to light for the word to see?

Or

When you find it, will you shroud it in secrets and lies, "protecting" it from the world because it is too "precious" to share?

This is my heart that burdens me! Craving love and joy and acceptance for who and what I am. It is filled with all of that from family and friends, but third is a third party missing.

My lover, my beau, my man
By so many names he is called but when will he answer?
When will this jewel I hold be unearthed? Instead of just the flecks and fragments chipped off by imposters and charlatans!
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