Repression and Waiting

I wish I could speak my truth to you
For once fear consumes me because I don't think I am worthy of you
You bring a light to the world that is blinding because I gaze upon you raw eyed and exposed
You voice have a power that deafens me for I listen beyond your words and hear your souls
Your scent intoxicates me to the point of a drunken stupor because I refuse to come up for air

I will always stand perched and composed as not to hint to my intentions
I keep a safe distant so that I am not tempted to reach for what is not mine and never let it go
I shall bind my tongue as my words are to purely innocent for this world for I see and ideal manifested physically in you and mankind is not prepared for one to be so open

I dear not use that deadly phrase that shatters walls and sinks ships; Starts wars and ends lives
For say I....... or I am in........ before it is proven to be reality rather than infatuation is giving power and governance to someone who may not want of deserve the reigns to a life not meant for them
In turn I will bide my time and wait for if it is not for you then you will be another piece to the templates design.

Better to wait a lifetime for the right one the waste time and keep trying for the next one I guess