The cries of a child of the night

Vampires don't like to fall in love because they don't want to pass the curse
that's how I feel sometimes
So scared of passing on my burdens forever changing their life
this consideration was not taken by those before me
so now I'm just an addition to those who haunts the night
  my still broken heart holding me back even more
because rejection is hard enough without feeling as though you are tainted
This vampire does not want to fall in love because it no longer seems worth fight
shattered hearts line the streets because people can be honest with what they want and desire and when they are , they are shunned and treated abnormal
Those find love are cursed to struggle based on circumstances as though hardship is the price for happiness
people take for granted the simple things the others are not able to attain or even allowed
why would I walk into the sun to see its beauty only to know I will see it long enough to burn