Ensnared

I am still chained and shackled to the being of a love the was meant to be, never realize, and now lost to the seas of life. I learned patience, humility, honesty, and compassion but were those lessons worth the feelings of lose and being taken advantage of. I spoke those cursed words and meant them as I never have before, and it was an enchantment that cause confusion and pain. When thing got to deep and lost in chaos I cut the loses I had acquired, then wrote them off as a bad investment of my heart. This has left me with a losing battle in my heart and soul is the field of battle. I still have live for him in the depths of my heart that can't let go, but they are weighs that keep me from moving forward towards the person I was meant to be with. I am ensnared in vines that I don't know how to escape.