I need to apologize!
I am putting a weigh on you that you do not need to bear
Your life is complex enough without the pressure of my happily ever after, independent gay film fantasies
I want to be love by another man as much as I love myself
But I can not force your hand or rush you to be ready before your time
I was a video that melted my heart because I wanted it to be me and you someday
But that is not our reality, we are not actors playing a perfectly scripted planned story.
If you do read this I hope it does not scare you away, because I am scared of being alone and you have shown me glimpses off what tomorrow may bring if tomorrow ever come because I truly do love you.
I did not write a poem because I wanted to be clear as day and truly say I'm sorry.
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