Unsure

I am writing in a state of confusion
This gestation is making me crazy
If knowledge is power then this has been my kryptonite
Mind imprisoned my question, worry, and fear
A Russian Roulette game is being played
Gun aimed at me but my finger is not the one on the trigger
The time is passing so slowly that it feels like eternity
Immortality doesn't feel like much of a privilege right now
Cobra fanged with venom for which there is no cure
Coiled and lying in wait behind one of two doors
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