Sleepless

I cry with out tears as i attempt to sleep
But the chance passes me by because i can't stop thinking
All the shoulda coulda wouldas that drive us in our waking hour keep me from finding rest at night
The moon rises and falls the stars have shine and are noe once more dimmed by the city lights
Yet i lie awake having dosed off for a moment that felt like an eternity
Opening my eyes to the same world that i left only hoping that it was new and all that pain and struggle i remember was just a twisted fantasy
To sleep per change to dream
I dream enough but i never get to sleep